I have so many communities to join so that i can download all my beloved Arashi videos! hmmm today let's talk about how i fell in love with Arashi!
This is one of the first photos Ive seen of Aiba cos it was the profile thumbnail view @ Shud's blogspot. Shud was already in her full blown Arashi craze i dont know how the love started for her thoughhhh. Ahhhhh i was thinking to myself, hmmm so adorable! becos i was in my puppy/dog craze which subsided a little now since Arashi! but i still love Scooby, my 2 yo miniature Schnauzer, very very very much! Then after that, sneaky Shuduan start sneaking Arashi videos especially ones with Aiba in it, the Aiba speaking English on Youtube vid where he start speaking in his PPHAILL Engrish to various animals/people around the world in Safaris and zoo, 大好きです!!! One of the important things i look for in a guy is his kindness towards the people around him and especially Animals! the Pan-kun episodes totally bought me over lah seriously! So, shuduan psychoing me to move over to the Dark side = 大成功です! Ahhhhh its amazing how one can so easily like and support people right!
like Ohno once said, "Fans like Arashi becos they want to feel like they're protecting us right?"
やっぱり, maybe in my heart im just waiting for someone to come along so that i could "protect" them, shower them with my love, like loving another human being or Scooby for instance. That day i read up some Academic journals (HAHHAHAHHA I KNOW SUCH A FREAK RIGHT!) on people worshipping like Jpop Idols. The journal was on Ayumi & how she transcends a lifestyle of youthfulness through the display of her sex appeal or smth like that & what i understand is that hhhmmm people like different Idols because they want them to reflect their principles perhaps?
I still dont know what Arashi mean to me but right now, right now i just love them. How they can be so carefree & just be themselves most of the time even though being in the spotlight is very stressful and requires tons of hard work.
i hope that i will zutto zutto like them, even when i become a Obaasan. Look back in 10 years time, and say something like.... ahhhh, All thanks to Shuduan for making me fall in love with Arashi, it has been a great 10 years loving them! ☆ ☆ \ (^ o ^ ♪